Random thoughts. Confused post.

Hmm...there have been so many things that I had wanted to add to this space about at one time or another. But each time I didn't bother to so many thoughts have been lost. If only there was a funtion in my brain where I can record what I'm thinking then play it back at whatever time I wish. Haha...I think I badly need that. Given my memory...or rather, lack of, as many would rush to testify.

I've since entered into another chapter in life. One that would see more responsiblities (I believe), and one with many avenues for me to choose from.

Convocation came and went. It was a good time to see everyone again, cheering each other on, taking photos...etc. Gone however, are my undergraduate days...how quick (now I can say) 4 years have past. I wasn't feeling ecstatic or anything, but it was a nice (as vague as this word is) feeling. There are certainly memories which I will hold on to...not least Field Studies, football, honours year, thesis-writing...

There are days when I feel better than others. I think I shouldn't engage in too much thought that will get me nowhere.

How I wish I didn't have to answer to anyone but myself. How I wish that I could live as though the future didn't matter. How I wish I could live more than one life.

Hmm...I'm a confused being.